
Aster Lit: Reprise
Issue 13—Spring 2025
Red August, 1966
Claire Yang, United States
When Gonggong was twenty, he spent the first half of
the revolution in a classroom. Whatever kind of belief
it is that makes us want to help others kept him
teaching until his students learned the beauty of life.
Slowly he watched their faces harden, saw how
revolution turned people cruel. Still, he believed they
would be kind. They would remember mercy. Even
after the vice principal was beaten to death with
baseball bats and table legs. Even after they marked
his colleagues’ names with red X’s on blackboards.
The chemistry teacher three doors down lasted until
winter—they found him at the base of the school
chimney. Still, Gonggong stayed. He taught his
students while copper-buckled belts split flesh. And
when his own mother—my great-grandmother—read
that the Red Guards were going after teachers, she
scraped together coins, begged for him to come home.
Just so he was safe. Just so he was safe. He left the
barricaded classrooms & bought his ticket & squeezed
himself onto the train & sat for hours—
red walls stretching long across the lands, the clouds a
still, raw bruise—thinking he would never see his
students again.
When I am myself in this dream, I wonder if I would
have stayed. What I mean is that lately I’ve been
trying to love the foolishly kind nature of things: the
way strangers hold doors open too long, how subway
riders wake each other at the last stop. I think there’s
strength in that. There is, within me, an overripe
softness touched with an old wound—a feeling that
everything I carry I owe to his survival. So many
things I have wanted have been lost to me, yet still I
feel them. I want so badly for there to be a way to hold
all this care without breaking. In this dream my hands
stay steady, nothing slips through my disjointed limbs.
In this dream, I am beside him on the dusty road and
he is holding my hand, and we walk together, toward
something that resembles an end.
HOW WE LIVE
Claire Yang, United States
for Jiejie
Last summer next to
my apartment there
was a man who sold pigeons
in a wire-frame pen.
He would sit behind
his motorcycle cart,
cross-legged and bright-eyed.
He named them
as like his flesh children.
He knew their colors like
his own heartbeat.
Each morning for weeks
I passed him.
I never saw him
catch a sale. Some days
I wish I had known
you when we were younger.
That we had discovered
the seasons together.
The summer the heat
was so relentless, so
fierce that the air shimmered
like water. The man still
sat unwavering. Above the
birds, an indigo sunhat.
On those days, it
replaced the color of the sky.
Whenever I tell
the story of
the man and the
pigeons and their
wire-frame home
I am always the pigeons and
and their wire-frame home,
all these things loved in
in their own way.
How there is beauty
in that. These days
the air is thick and you
send me dreams and I
fold them and pocket
them in my grey
jacket, the old tattered one
where my thumb has fallen
through. By morning they
have taken flight. You
send them to me
again. I want to tell
you this is already
something, the two
of us beating our
wings in our own
wire-frame worlds.
The sky between us,
close enough to
touch.
Claire Yang is a writer from Westfield, New Jersey. She edits for Polyphony Lit and has been recognized nationally by the Alliance for Young Artists and Writers. She is, as always, grateful to have her words take up space.