
Aster Lit: Reprise
Issue 13—Spring 2025
after a stressful season, my hands ripen &
Cailey Tin, Philippines
regarding my anxiety, Mom has terms uniquely her own
she likes to use to lighten the mood, & one of them,
a begrudgingly personal favorite, is “flares up.” This is when my
hands become “farmer-like”, fingers swollen with crimson
pulps until it spreads all over, juicy as tomatoes & what Mom thinks
of by “farmer” is not merely the roughness, but the planting
itself, specifically when the tomatoes grow rounder & fuller because they can’t
take the heat anymore. & when my palms get beet red & redder
& I can’t pray without feeling a ripe fruit clasped against another ripe fruit,
the flaring reaches a point my flaky outer-skin starts peeling nauseatingly—
that’s when I know it’s harvest season. Soon, all the torment will be over
& I won’t see their personifications until next spring. For now I can enjoy
bearing the fruits of my labor; every single time someone I love has ignored
me cultivates a crop of its own, ready to be washed & eaten.
Cailey Tin is a columnist, poetry editor, and/or podcast host for multiple publications. Also working (or procrastinating) on pieces in piano, journalism, and debate speeches, she earned a Pushcart nomination at 13 and recognition from Ice Lolly Review, Fairfield Scribes, and more. Find her publications on Instagram @itscaileynotkylie.